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[16 Jul 2007|01:57am]
Well. Haven't posted in way too long. Just crap etc etc.
I spent one year at Goucher, got accepted to Juilliard and transferred! I'm back in the city and functioning. I'm excited, but I'm having a great summer.
Now that I'm back I keep going to parties will all these Dalton kids, who all have too much money than they know what the fuck to do with. So they throw these ridiculously expensive parties where everyone shows up in couture and spends the night drinking champagne, shooting up and fucking each other senseless.
Jeff and I were together again for awhile, he magically returned from some place where he needed to "find himself," but I guess he never did because came back to New York during break. We made a casual coffee date, and then spent the next three days lying in his bedroom, shooting up and fucking. We broke up. I fucked other people.
I love it. Smack and sex. Smack, sex, and dance. I wish I could spend the rest of my life like this summer has been, but it's on to new things. I need to make a career for myself. I can't be like this for the rest of my life, as good as it feels now. Things will get fucked up as they always do.
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[23 May 2006|07:29pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

Jeff is fucking gone. He just fuckin left, and I have no idea where he is. He won't pick up his phone, he won't return my calls, his friends tell me he had to leave to go somewhere, and that he doesn't want to speak with me.
As far as I know, this was not triggered by anything.
I'd be more devastated right now if I wasn't so shocked.

I got into college, by the way.
If I don't die first, I'll be out of this shithole of a city in about three months.
Fuck. Give three cheers for smack, everyone.

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[11 Apr 2006|09:04pm]
Belle (yes, Belle, isnt that a wonderful name for a ballet teacher?) Has noticed something is up. Today she approached me and was all like "you're my best student, why is it that you're slacking off, blah blah blah" cause I've been sitting down in so many classes now because my feet hurt so much, and I'm just so tired and weary. And then she asks me if there's anything goingon at home.
Well. I'd love to tell you, Belle, but uh... I cant. I told her I was worried about college acceptance letters, which totally came a week ago, but she told me to take a couple days off.
Well about college.
I didn't get into Princeton. Duh. I got into Goucher and Muhlenberg, and I'm leaning towards Goucher. If there are any Goucherians out there...? Talk to me...?
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Mmm. [06 Apr 2006|11:27pm]
[ mood | orgasmic ]

Sex is amazing. And he's so good too.

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[31 Mar 2006|11:37pm]
[ mood | high ]

First entry. I don't know why I got one of these things.
I went to rehearsal really high tonight. Not such a great idea. I mean they didnt catch me or anything but it was just really bad. But Jeff met me after and we had a good time so whatever. Right. Whatever.

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